I Love Her!!!

She always understood me…my moods…my state of mind. She’s always there to give me the right kind of support.

It started the very summer after my exams. I never did imagine that I’d be lucky enough to be with her. I mean those curves and that back…just didn’t seem like the kind ‘I’ would be able to handle. But that summer it did happen. It wasn’t a first time for me, but I knew it was for her…had to take it slow and steady. It was a first for me too; in some ways…I mean six months isn’t really long enough time to you an expert on the subject. She couldn’t have come at a better time though. Still recovering from a relationship (…and I had loads of time on my hands, summer vacations and all that).

The first few months are the easiest. We would take it slow, seeing as it is that we were both new to the game. I’d never crossed my boundaries, respecting her limits. Nevertheless it was a thrill ride! It went from being awkward, to being steady, and to being comfortable…funny how many stages of being comfortable there actually are.

Then it started getting rocky (hey, it can’t always be that easy). We did go through a rough patch. It was when I started “experimenting” with her, without actually knowing how to do it right. In the bargain I got hurt…but I suspect she was hurt more. I started slowing down, till I let her take over. It took awhile…but she did come around. She never did say that she did…don’t think anyone would say that!!! But she did give me hints…a nudge here and a wink there…reminding me of “missed opportunities”…can drive any guy crazy (considering that I spend my mornings and evenings with her…that’s a lot of quality time)!!!

It was then that I took the plunge.

The first time, it’s the rush! The mad desire and the feeling of being one. You don’t ever want it to end. You really don’t know from where or how you are controlling this. It just happens. You feel as though there is nothing that can touch you in the moment…there doesn’t seem as if there’s anything that can give you that very experience that you are having…nothing that can pollute the ecstasy(i.e. unless good ol’ daddy comes around!!!).

After that there has been no turning back. We are at it like rabbits. Just when I thought we have done “it”, she will come up with another level, and take me higher, literally!!!…showing me moves that I never thought I could ever make…blowing my mind at every turn and pumping my adrenalin to the max!!!

She’s deep…always able to gauge my mood…at a touch. I’ve thought long and hard. How does she do it? How does she know what to give without my really asking? How does she show me just by a touch…a touch for God’s sake!!! Yup. I haven’t figured her out yet. I know there’s more to her than what she’s showing. Hope I’m around to see the whole thing through.

Right now, I just need to relax; my hormones are still running thick. She’s given me another go at her, and guess what…she’s shown me yet another level.

That reminds me…I have to fill her up tomorrow…!!!

Arasu…

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