I Love Her!!!

She always understood me…my moods…my state of mind. She’s always there to give me the right kind of support.

It started the very summer after my exams. I never did imagine that I’d be lucky enough to be with her. I mean those curves and that back…just didn’t seem like the kind ‘I’ would be able to handle. But that summer it did happen. It wasn’t a first time for me, but I knew it was for her…had to take it slow and steady. It was a first for me too; in some ways…I mean six months isn’t really long enough time to you an expert on the subject. She couldn’t have come at a better time though. Still recovering from a relationship (…and I had loads of time on my hands, summer vacations and all that).

The first few months are the easiest. We would take it slow, seeing as it is that we were both new to the game. I’d never crossed my boundaries, respecting her limits. Nevertheless it was a thrill ride! It went from being awkward, to being steady, and to being comfortable…funny how many stages of being comfortable there actually are.

Then it started getting rocky (hey, it can’t always be that easy). We did go through a rough patch. It was when I started “experimenting” with her, without actually knowing how to do it right. In the bargain I got hurt…but I suspect she was hurt more. I started slowing down, till I let her take over. It took awhile…but she did come around. She never did say that she did…don’t think anyone would say that!!! But she did give me hints…a nudge here and a wink there…reminding me of “missed opportunities”…can drive any guy crazy (considering that I spend my mornings and evenings with her…that’s a lot of quality time)!!!

It was then that I took the plunge.

The first time, it’s the rush! The mad desire and the feeling of being one. You don’t ever want it to end. You really don’t know from where or how you are controlling this. It just happens. You feel as though there is nothing that can touch you in the moment…there doesn’t seem as if there’s anything that can give you that very experience that you are having…nothing that can pollute the ecstasy(i.e. unless good ol’ daddy comes around!!!).

After that there has been no turning back. We are at it like rabbits. Just when I thought we have done “it”, she will come up with another level, and take me higher, literally!!!…showing me moves that I never thought I could ever make…blowing my mind at every turn and pumping my adrenalin to the max!!!

She’s deep…always able to gauge my mood…at a touch. I’ve thought long and hard. How does she do it? How does she know what to give without my really asking? How does she show me just by a touch…a touch for God’s sake!!! Yup. I haven’t figured her out yet. I know there’s more to her than what she’s showing. Hope I’m around to see the whole thing through.

Right now, I just need to relax; my hormones are still running thick. She’s given me another go at her, and guess what…she’s shown me yet another level.

That reminds me…I have to fill her up tomorrow…!!!

Arasu…

I sometimes wonder about who we are…. Yes i know that many people wonder about that and that many people have written about their wonder…. But that doesn’t stop me from wondering and i write about it because….. well, because….. Because I CAN!!

Anyway, moving on… who ARE we??? Are we what we believe we are? or are we what OTHERs believe we are??? OR do we start believing and thus BECOME what others think we are?? This line of philosophical questioning ofcourse has been done to death and the debate is endless…. And so, having found no enlightenment with the philosophers i looked towards the scientists (who are only barely removed from philosophers in their ability to confound and confuse)…. well anyway, turns out there is quite a lot of concrete science that’s been done and is being done with a view to answer questions about the brain, behaviour, and the big question “what does it mean to be conscious??”

Now… it’s not my place to try and explain to you about the work of these scientists… I just wanted to share with you the (fairly useless) bit of information that there exists a body of work in this field which is slightly better than the certifiably insane reasonings of philosophers…. Slightly better in the sense that its not certified insane…. though many believe it to be quite mad….

For those of you who are interested in the science of cognition and behaviour…. A good place to start might be Dr. V.S. Ramachandran’s book “Phantoms In The Brain”…

For an insight into genetics and behaviour… Try and get any book that might give you info on Seymour Benzer’s book…. There’s a  book called “Time, love & memory” which is quite good…

Cheers,

Nishant

Brilliant!!!

I see that my dear friend Arasu has finally gotten around to posting stuff on this blog…. You see i’m too bored/lazy to write much and i needed help… There’s an interesting saying that goes “a man is only as agood as the company he keeps”…. Well, “the company i keep” includes the likes of such heavyweights as Arasu and that other fat bastard, Ankit (he’s yet to accept my invitation to write on this blog)… I’m almost as lazy (tho not quite as fat) as these people….

Anyway, i welcome Arasu to this blog and hope that this will turn in to a long and fruitful association(though i seriously doubt that and i’m sure so do you all)

Cheers,

Aditya (That’s Mister Nishantaditya to you

Vanakkam World

Yellarakum Vanakkam!!

Hello people. This is Arasu, at present from down south, Chennai to be exact. Here to give a certain something extra to this blog-site…though the only thing I can think of adding is a dash of laziness.

You see, just like Nishant(henceforth addressed as Aditya, as Nishant is just too formal for a guy like Aditya!), I too have a lot of time on my hands. However, unlike him, I do not put it to any productive use(case in point, Aditya’s other blog-site http://lifeisnotfunny.blogspot.com/ ). I just laze away like any normal guy.

For instance I was too lazy to start this off. Hence the Tamil translation of Aditya’s “Hello World” to get things going. You just may find this happening a lot…five years down under can sap you of your creativity…note that Aditya, I’ve for better or for worse, changed!

So people, you just may not find anything interesting, or funny, or informative, or even plain boring posted by me on this site. If you do then please do make it a point to let me know, because it means that I’ve forgotten to take my meds and am sleep-typing again(for those who haven’t figured it out, that means typing in my sleep…and yes, it does happen! scary what you can type up when in a subconscious state).

There isn’t much to see on this blog at the moment, however am confident that Aditya will pepper it up in no time.

And to conclude, Cheers…cuz you’ll need a lot of alcohol in your blood to be able to survive this…so drink up!

Signing off,
Arasu…
…aka Aarzoo, Araju, Arshoo, Arsu, Taraju, Venkat, Venky, Yaraju, and many many more…courtesy all my dear friends.

Hello World

Jai Ram Ji Ki, Duniyawaalon!!

Hello and welcome to my blog. I thank you all for your interest.

The primary reason for the existence of this blog is to provide me with something to do… I’m a bored soul and have nothing better to do than post uninteresting stuff on the net.

Occasionally, something interesting may turn up on this blog… But the odds of that happening are pretty low… lower infact than the odds of you walking through a wall (there’s a chance of that happening too)…

Anyway, now that you are here… do take some time to go through the rest of my blog.

Cheers

Nishant